|That's little old me - unable to see over the lectern!|
I thought it was ironic - because they are trying to shed their middle class image, whilst I have always been trying to claim one for single parents since beginning this blog and although it seemed a good idea in principle - as it's something I can yack about until the cows come home - the thought of standing in front of several hundred people was enough to wake me in the middle of the night for the duration of the few weeks between
But once I was there, it was an important enough occasion and job in hand to just get on with it and even though my nerves were making it impossible to see my notes and I couldn't see over the lectern and it was one of the hardest things I've ever done in a life that has never been short of adventures, it simply had to be done.
|I would talk about that time with Daniel Craig ...|
I asked our audience - mainly NCT Practitioners and Volunteers - to consider why it is that our society views such men as heroes, whereas Stay at Home Mums aren't seen the same way.
And I pointed out how should such men, or indeed any men, happen to be Single Fathers, how they are automatically elevated to Superhero status, but the term 'Single Mother' conjures up a totally different image.
The people at the front were nodding along and, unbeknown to them, they kept me going. Not that I could really see. With my glasses off, the audience was clear but my notes were indecipherable, yet with them on, it was vice versa. I was in a right old faff, truly quite jittery and really trying not to let it show!
So, ploughing on bravely, I blamed the media and suggested that the stigma surrounding single mums is the first thing which needs addressing, plus I added the teenagers making up less than 2% single parents statistic, which always surprises everyone.
Then I got personal, revealing how my ex-husband and I had led separate lives since he 'couldnt stand the f***ing sucking sound' of me breastfeeding our baby, that the first night we'd spent together in a couple of years had resulted in our second son and that I'd had to throw him out whilst only a few months pregnant.
|More than a few months pregnant - about to pop! A single mum at 44.|
I explained reaching out via my blog, how I discovered and featured other single mums - older, professional ones like me - all as far removed as it's possible to be from the way we've too often been portrayed and I very much regret it slipping my mind to mention the ladies (and men) who have been widowed, who also do a sterling job of raising their children single-handedly.
Another favourite statistic about our average age - nationally - being 38, got a powerful reaction and I made it clear that none of us finds it easy. We're either on 24/7 and never-endingly knackered, which isn't really in the interests of the children, or we're missing out on up to 50% of their childhood.
I confessed that no matter which way we may be doing things, it's hard, it hurts and the loneliness can be crippling.
Plus, our aspirations for ourselves as well as for our youngsters don't change just because our circumstances have.
So what did I feel they can do to help?
Having given this matter some thought prior to the event, I mooted a campaign called 'Look Out for Lone Parents' - using the expression in its double sense.
And if, per chance, any might actually be out of the house attending one of the famous NCT ante or post natal groups, said it would be perfect if other members might be encouraged to offer them some normal solidarity instead of treating them like pariahs, because as experience goes, friends on the ground can be much more effective than Facebook ones - particularly where older siblings are concerned.
NCT local networks have been providing a framework for firm friendships for over fifty years now so there is incredible scope within them. They can be a lifeline for lots of parents, regarldess of their personal situation and it makes sense to make the most of them.
|Honoured to be speaking alongside Tim Atkinson, Author and Emily Slater, Maternal Mental Health Campaigner.|
It was time to wrap up then, so I finished with it being a sad truth that the Superhero status isn't applied to any of the single mothers I've met on or off line, yet they are the bravest, strongest, smartest people I know and they deserve as much support and as little stigma as their male counterparts.
I was treated brilliantly and there wasn't a hint of any middle class militancy. On the contrary - everyone involved was thoughful, sensitive and kind - possibly, again, as far removed as it's possible to be from the way they've too often been portrayed.
But it didn't feel ironic, it felt inspiring and inclusive and I thank them from the bottom of my heart for trying to make things easier for people following the lone parent path.
The NCT is a national charity. Their mission is to be an advocate, guide and friend for as many parents as possible through their First 1,000 Days. You can tweet them at @NCTcharity and / or find out more about them HERE.